|
|
|||||||||
|
|
|||||||||
|
ME. |
|||||||||
|
CHAT HERE.
|
|||||||||
|
FRIENDS.
|
|||||||||
| CREDITS. |
Friday, March 28, 2008
lalalas.HATE the life that im leading rite now lars.
i am very miserable + miserable + miserable.but dO my family members knOw that.?NO,they dont know.what they know is ONLY 1 THING.that is to care for my bloody sister needs.whatever she dont eats,my grandma will never cOOk.but,since my bloOdy sister likes eggs and happened that on that day my grandma nvr cook eggs.nn she will plead her n therefore she will cook it for her.this is what i call.?BIASED.!!!!
i always wanted a computer/labtop of my own.but do my mum ever think or ask me y do i need it.?NO.she just assume.guess what is her ASSUME-MATION.?i want a computer/labtop to do homework.thats bull-shit.now.i'll tell her right here y do i wanted a new pc of my own and hopefully she will read it.cause i was so-called 'insult' by somebody.n that somebody is none other then sum1 in the family who is also very the SHOW-OFF kind.that day,he happened to use our computer n ask me yy when log in only have my mum's n sis log in but dont have mine.n i ofcourse,jus say dont knoe as ii was really lost for words nn also very embaressed.FYI : (b4 he fOund out,i myself have already found out.so,i'll buy a pc 4 myself sumday even if its at my own cost.)and i also can c that he is the 1 who is looking down on me everytime.i clearly know that i am the only person in the whole family that is in the NORMAL TECH STREAM.nn your need not lie to me.including my mum.as when i always go out with your,i can see just by the look on their faces who they show their care n concern more n who they dote on more,including my uncles n aunties.do your knoe that i am very MISERABLE.?DO YOUR KNOE THAT.?!FYI : (in this post,i am really spEAking from my bottom of my hart as it is sort of a diary n ranting ground for me.)do you knoe that sometimes ii cry on my bed b4 going to sleep.?especially recently.i think you sure still rmb the incident that just happened recently whereby grandma refuse to put the veggies in the rice as sister dont want to eat.that nite i really cried.n a lot of moments whereby your will forget but i'll always remember came flooding back to me.like how your dote sister more than me.and i'll always also think.?have i ever have a stand in the family.?n my answer to myself will always b a NO.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ii really feel very sadd,really.i am a human being too.ii have my own opinions/stand for things too.so,will now tell you what is my opinion of my own family n this house.:sister is like the BIG BOSS of this house and you,of course rank second. n mE.?ii feel that wo shuo hua de quan li dou mei you let alone having a stand in this house although im bigger than sister.although you told us b4 that if we are having any problems,can tok to you.but do you think that if i tok to you,i'll b able to tell you this much.NO.!anws.since i have decided to tell you whats on my mind,you can feel free to read my blog anytime.((:
LEFT : 17 DAYS TO CP.[[:
*looking-forward-to-it + nervous*