Friday, July 11, 2008

as usual,train-ed home today with yunfang.specially dropp-ed at tiong to buy micropore tape.
finally,about class today.
after around 2-3 lessons theory lesson on insertion of nasogastic(N/G) tube,we finally have a hands-on today.its really much more difficult then what we've already expected.but,that does not mean that we will expect it to be easy too.i nearly cried too when i was half-way through doing the whole procedure.instead of remembering all the steps,i will do 1 step by 1 step and ask my friend is it right a not.pathetic right.?duhh~
and,its only a week away before the test starts.sighh :/
i really also dont know why i lacked the confidence to do something.sighh :/
how i really wish that i have the confidence to do something.
i really also wish to thank my CA,miss rahimah.because she really strongly believe that everyone including me,can make it.not only this,she knoes that i do not have the confidence in passing the phase test.but,despite how many times of telling her that i cant do it.she is still very encourging and told me that i can as long as i dont panic and get nervous,i can do it.knowing that i lack of the confidence,she also gave me the tube to practice it at home.she is really nice.(:
anws,i am really gonna be determine to pass this phase test.in order not to disappoint her and at the same time,no need to feel bad/guilty towards her too.(: