❤JOJO❤

i mean,yessss.it only started after i got home at night.

[p/s its gonna be alil long post and alot of rumbling and ranting here and there.so,if you guys dont feel like reading.you are welcome to LEAVE.!(:]

first up is.....

i step into the house,with my mp3 plugged into my ears and with quite a happy mood.[will tell why later].my mummy was sitting in the dining room eating dinner while reading those letters as usual.then,i told her that today is the last day.then her reply,'uh,LAST DAY.?!that means you are going back to school.?'then,i told her that no.its the last day at surgical ward.then,she just 'orhh'.afterwhich,i told her that i passed my surgical posting.hoping to get some response from her or at least,just asked how much did i scored.BUT,she just kept QUIET.!and,said NOTHING.!

i really feel very sad and hurt at that point of time.:/

it makes me think that she really show more concern for sister than me.why i say that.?'cos,sister did not fair very well for final year.and,next year is her 'O' level already.so,mummy was really damn freaking anxious about her results and wanting to help her find tutors.LOL.

and,despite scolding her this and that.say no watching tv blah blah blah.she still watched and mummy didnt utter a single word.!

really,i've never see her this anxious before.FOR ME.

she asked also dont bother to asked.all i want from her is just asked how much did i scored.IT IS THAT FUCKING SIMPLE.!

this really shows me that she just dont care.!and,i can say that from now on,i wouldnt care either.AARGH.!>.<

[p/s its not the first time]

and,my tears are flowing when typing this post.:X
second up is.....

why everytime after quarelling with sister,she will still always give in to her.?!!!!!!!like,after reprimanding her for her results,she gave her the gift that she wanted so badly.:Nico Rosberg shirt that she've ordered from the UK.!and today,mummy bought another plastic spoon for that IDIOTIC girl.as,her one is LOSTTT.!dont know why.:/ is like,PUH-LEASE lurhs.my plastic spoon is also broken by that idiotic girl,okayzxzx.?!why you can buy for her a new one and not me.?!why i can use metel she cant eh.FUCK seh.!

and,i am not ashamed or embarrassed to say this.!'cos,i dont care.that idiotic girl which is gonna on to sec4 next year.is still using MILK BOTTLE,mind you.HURS.:X

okays.whatever it is,everybody just give in to her everytime.:/ yesss.despite of all the mistakes that she've done.

i am a human too.

'thou,most of the time i will say anything.

yessss.i've feelings too.
im not a robot or am i make of metal.

now,about attachment then.(:

yessss.the happy thing is that,i've PASSED my surgical posting.

'thou,its not very high.but,its still consider acceptable lurhs.41/68.:D

before leaving,took some pics together with Paz.(:

GRACE KHREESLYNNE AMIRAH DAPHNE PAZ EVELYN DIANA JOSEPHINE[me].:D