Thursday, March 19, 2009

just one day of not blogging..
and suddenly,i feel that there is so much thing for me to talk about that 24hours is not even enough.!:/ shit.

anyways,about yesterday.
didnt used comp.'thou the temptation is there asking me to blog about stuffs.butbutBUT,im such a good girl.i didnt used,OKAYYS.?!hahhs.
yesssss,partly is be'cos im TIRED lurhs.>< 'cos,im afternoon shift yesterday and morning shift today.i just simply hate it lurhs.:/ not enough sleep. know what i wanna blogged about yesterday.?BINGO.!~
yes,about he didnt called me since saturday and stuffs..
but,i forget it and didnt want to blog about it anymore.yupps.
'cos,he called me today.!its so coincidental lurhs.'cos,i just end work and went into the staff room.
dont know why too.!im a person who just get contented very easily/at small little little things.
is it a good sign or a bad sign.?HAIS.!
i was alil pissed off with myself yesterday also.know why.?'cos my break have not over and i got a missed call.WORST.!!'cos i went back to work when its still my break time.><
the missed call states 'withheld'.i was alil sad and angry with myself for why i hadn't picked up the call,seriously.and,daphne was like telling me maybe its not him lehs,bla bla bla.....
its seriously,not him.:/ i seriously,dont know why am i putting so much hope in him/this relationship.SIGH.! maybe for god knows one day,my hopes will just be shattered overnight.:( hahhahs.LOL.who knows whats gonna happen next eh.anyways,i will just let nature takes its course ba.(:

today,did dome skills too.!(: *happy* really,'thou its not really say alot,but i did somehow feel a sense of satisfaction inside me.:D i've never felt this way before,seriously.
skills i've done.:
- change an I/V
- schedule I/V
- calculate I/V rate
- change simple wound dressing
WOOTS.!~ 'thou only initials for all.
and yes,i did mention that he called me today also eh.*happy*
so i guess,its DOUBLE-HAPPINESS for me today.?LOL.*bleahx*
hahahahahahahahs.


okays lurhs.
quite a long post already eh.
and,im somehow relieved.!(:
but,somethings are still meant to be kept inside me.




9MORE DAYSSSSSSSS.!
dear,ILOVEYOU;IMISSYOU.!!:D