Sunday, April 12, 2009

morning plan was cancelled.!><
'cos both of us were super duper tired.!

on a random note,sometimes i really do wonder...
what is a blog for.? tsk. nevermind.


boyf is coming over later.



sometimes,i really do wonder if you tuly know what i want.
'thou at times,i said that i dont want things.but,do you know what im really feeling inside.?the truth is,I REALLY WANT.!do you even understand.?!NO,i bet you dont.!take today for instance,i wanna watch movie but you're only coming over at 2plus.so reason being is i said forget it.'cos,you said that today you must book in early.hey.!im not thinking about myself or anything,alrights.?!im thinking for YOU.!the things i do or say,all of them i did at least spare a thought for you.but,how about you.?!do you really know what i want.?!NO.!
im really very very tired.i do not know what to do even.): Suddenly i felt that im in a forest surrounded by trees,cannot even find the way out.yessssss,im at a lost of dont know what to do.): sad right.? somethings is just lacking from our relationship.we just always seems that between us,theres nothing much we can talk about.when i told you,all you just know how to tell me is 'I AM THINKING TOO MUCH'.am i really thinking too much.?or are you hiding much things from me.?i know you will say that im thinking too much again.BUTTTT,i srsly think that you've alot of things that i do not know;hiding things from me.i do not want that.!even if its the most hurtful truth,i'll still want to know.better than me if one day,i were to found out about it myself.that will gonna be more devastating to me.i dont know if i should cont'd on.?im really afraid of getting hurt time and time again.i really wish that you are gonna be my last.can that really happen.?idk.:'(


BYE.:D

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